ACT I - CHAPTER 10

VICTORIA IN PARIS

Sunday December 3, 2017

Hotel Nouvelle Garde

Paris France

The day before, they had lost to Les Ducs de Paris, the city’s best team. Their chance to qualify remained.

After the game, Alexandre and Victoria dined at the Eiffel Tower restaurant. Their eyes smiled at the city lights below. They drank champagne, savoured snails and mussels, and enjoyed a dinner they had carefully planned.

The next morning, they left early for Versailles.

“I love returning to these gardens,” Victoria said, resting her head on his shoulder as the luxurious taxi drove them.

“They are beautiful,” Alexandre replied, recalling Villa Ascolassi’s gardens. He sighed. I wish I could tell you about the meetings, he thought.

After a brief tour of the Hall of Mirrors, they walked for hours, admiring the fountains and the palace façade from the park.

Back in Paris, they lunched at Café Robespierre, its windows overlooking the Louvre. They wandered among the enormous paintings, always returning to the room with the little Mona Lisa. Words could not capture the pleasure of its beauty.

At the hotel, when Victoria entered the taxi for the airport, Alexandre leaned forward and whispered to the driver.

“Do you know the Tour D’Cygne Fencing Club?”

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“Yes, of course.”

“Take us there. Just a quick stop, then continue to the airport.”

Victoria whispered in his ear, “It’s been a wonderful weekend. What’s in that club?”

“You heard me? I wanted to surprise you. It’s a historical building I want to see,” he said, hiding his guilt. I hate lying to you, darling, but I must protect you, he thought.

The taxi stopped. Alexandre adjusted himself, then glanced sideways. There it was: Ronald’s photo on an advertisement, just as Boris had said. That was the place where Lenel had mentioned the fires and mimed writing a book moving his hand. I hope Victoria doesn’t notice, he thought, relieved that she was looking away.

“Not much else here, but I can take you to a museum nearby,” the driver said, resuming the trip.

“We should go, or we’ll be late,” Victoria intervened, staring out the window. Alexandre sensed her unease.

“What is wrong, darling? Why that face?”

“Nothing, just a little tired,” she said, struggling not to collapse. What is happening? Why lie to me? I cannot stand it! she thought.

Two days later in Cambridge, Victoria returned from classes alone. Night had fallen. She walked slowly, tears falling and thinking, Why is Alexandre lying to me? Why didn’t he mention Ronald’s photo in the taxi?

Her distress traced back to a note she found in his suit pocket the morning after Ronald’s funeral. She had never searched his belongings before. When Alexandre showered, she intended to remove Franco Gambino’s card. Instead, she found a note marked with a red kiss:

I’ll wait for you tomorrow, Monday. Come incognito, alone, on foot, and without a phone.

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She only glimpsed one side, and returned it, pretending nothing happened. When Alexandre entered the room, she turned red, feeling both embarrassed and cold.

Then, as every morning, they made love. She felt her body separated from her soul. Fear and shame gripped her. She had not intended to spy, but could she ignore it?

Victoria soon deduced how the note and kiss entered Alexandre’s pocket. She knew the suit had been empty before the funeral. The handwriting and the shameless kiss told her it was the beautiful redhead from the funeral. She hid her pain to avoid tears before Ronald.

“Are you OK?” Alexandre asked after dressing.

“Yes. I’m fine, just a headache,” she said, suppressing faintness.

Since then, torment shadowed her. Accidental discovery, yet she could not reveal it. Questions haunted her: Who is that redhead? Does Alexandre stay with her once a month?

The note’s kiss became a tormenting symbol. She dreamed, she wept alone. She resolved to fight for the man she loved but never mention the note.

Still, doubts gnawed. Could he be cheating me? Maybe the note is for someone else. Sometimes she wanted to scream. Their love was passionate and open, yet secrecy, and his absence once a month, overwhelmed her.

She sensed mutual concealment. Maybe things will clear themselves. Perhaps I could share him in bed. Three months passed. Her anguish grew. Thoughts of leaving flitted by, but love anchored her. Patience remained her choice.

Paris had offered temporary respite, but at the fencing club, a sharp pain stabbed her heart. Alexandre had hidden Ronald’s photo, and she had struggled not to collapse.

To escape the thoughts of Alexandre, she planned a weekend in London with friends, all girls.

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One Exceptional Mind, by Charles Kocian. Copyright 2025. All rights reserved.

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